30th December 2010

明天就是2010年的最后一天。这个学期真的又惊又喜！

大考真的事关关难过关关过！！非常感谢上帝恩赐！！

但是偏偏在这开心的时候发现一个非常好的朋友对自己有所隐瞒。。。一个真心的好朋友会那样伤害对方吗？我只能静静恨自己，只能怪自己不够好。 不是他的错。。 是我不够大量吧。。。 对不起。。。 我无法忍受这样的 ‘背叛’。 我今天很想哭但是找不到一个让自己能哭的理由。 世上不可能事事顺利吧！我会学习独立，看开一点。。应为于事无补。。。

有些事情就是没办法， 是命中注定！

伤心的是， 既然我那么信任的人都对我有所隐瞒， 那么我还能相信我的朋友吗？所以当初我对朋友们有所保留的心态是对的吗？凡是不能太信任别人吗？

Believing is different from trust... Believe = 相信, trust = 信赖

today you've betrayed my trust... gave me the exact reason to close the door of my heart once again.... i've been so transparent to you that today i regretted what i did... congratulations... you've just turned the perfect ending of my year 2010 into a living hell!

my 2010 ending with flu, cough, sore throat plus BROKEN HEART....

God... i pray for a better year ahead in the year of 2011... Please grant my wish... all i'm asking is Your blessings oh LORD... YOUR overflowing love and blessings... :D

Love,
Lynn

Undesirable turns out to be memorable :D

Starting of 2nd yr... it was a total mess! When i refuse to listen and adhere to God's will... i get myself into troubles! time that i couldn't imagine... it happened... When u don't learn it the easy way, God had to make u adhere to Him the tough way..

However, i insisted not entering Kuzminki hostel, anyway ended up in it.. It was the best time i had in Moscow! my 2nd year degree was indeed the best yr so far! i had a bunch of great pals, great roommate, great time spent together wit the kuzminians...etc. everything was just like rainbow after that :D studies wasn't easy but we were together as 1. learning together, studying and revising together! quality time spent together! My favourite time is when i don't have to study for exams and prep for class... which is like once in a blue moon :D

looking bac towards the tough years... and the enjoyable 2nd yr... i wanna thank all my friends that had fought the great battle with me! :D our years together ahead is gonna be even better!

The moral of the story: Trust in GOD, Follow HIS will... u'll enjoy HIS fruits... Follow your way and your will... and you shall perish! :D hahaha... have a blessed time! :D

Love,
Lynn