Faith brings increase, wisdom increases increase and integrity keeps increase

Leadership meeting today was indeed great!

Pastor Kevin Loo talked to us about Faith, Wisdom and Integrity. Owh... and 1 more! MONEY!!!

Faith is something unseen but it's power is so much more powerful than the visible. I personally sometimes lack of faith, i'm still working on it. However, my recent experience of faith was great! I went for exams full of faith, came back wit reward. Take a step of faith 1st before we expect things from God because that is the way God works. God will bless us abundantly if we put Him 1st. (Need to brush up on that!)

Wisdom : Process knowledge. Wisdom is above all things of life and wealth. If we do not have wisdom, we can't have wealth. Even if we have wealth, without wisdom, we'll lose wealth real soon before we know it. With Wisdom, we can multiply wealth!!

Money... Hmm.. Interesting... Well, all of us that attended the meeting were doctors-to-be. So, Ps Kevin discuss with us about money management cos he said that doctors know how to cure but duno how to count! Lolz... Hmm... Not true!

Wanna know and learn more from Pastor Kevin! Come join us for Combine MF hotspots meeting tomorrow, 2.30pm at Namiotkina! or join us for One Life Event! Sunday, 5.30pm in Holiday Inn at Metro Sokol'niki!

Love,
Lynn

Is it just me thinking too much or wat? Process of learning...

As i've said in my previous blog that i've been through bioorg oral finals, i'm happy the minute the exam ends, but i wasn't overwhelmed really.

Somehow, i felt something was there obstructing. I scored well, partially not because i'm REALLY THAT GOOD i think. It's because teacher had favour in me. My frens all did just ok. Maybe at that moment they felt sad and disappointed, i think they deserved more than what they got, but what can i do? I'm not the 1 giving marks. I scored ok for bio although i've studied my ass off! Lolz... In this world, there's nothing close to fairness. Studying in Moscow is the same. There's nothing close to fairness! Cos Moscow is part of the world... Lolz..

Studying in Moscow, well, there's nothing like u study most u'll score highest. The exam system here is very individual. your score basically depends totally on your teacher! Maybe if your teacher loves you or in good mood when u take ur exam, then congrats, u'll get good grades even if you screwed up badly! Or vise versa.

I'm sorry, i scored well?!?! What on earth was that suppose to meant? I was really disturbed by the atmosphere. Everything was so weird. I scored well, suppose to get overwhelmed by it, feel happy, share it with friends and family! Well, obviously i didn't and i can't cos my frens weren't happy bout their results, and my family, we shared of course, over the internet. Oh... Wow... Nice.

I seriously was very much disturbed by this, well... nothing much i can do. Feel the unfairness of life all you want! Expect the unexpected!

More disappointments i guess will just challenge me to grow more and tougher. Don't feel like going anywhere today. But there are lotsa things to be done in this life. Not just feeling moody and down. Hormones cycle are just taking my patience off me. I need to really nurture the patience that i'm most of the time lacking of.

Learning is part of growing up... A part of the learning process aren't from the books! They are actually real life experiences! Take it and go on! There'll never be just sweet memories, neither will there be only sour ones. It's a mixture of all. Experience it, love it!

I hope there's no misunderstandings btwn us. Feel free to approach me! I'm fine with it!

Love,
Lynn

Finally...

Finally! I'm done with biorganic chemistry! No more of it! Whooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A big stone was put down right after my exam! I was so happy till i almost forgotten i'm still in the exam hall and i wanted to just scream out loud! Not for the results! Just for the relief of it! I'm so happy it's over. I know i didn't deserve the result as much! Deep down in my heart i knew i should've started studying way earlier. However, i'm just a lazy pig who loves sleeping and lazying around and can't sit still to study! Well, my highest record as my previous blog wrote "more than 24 hours" without stop! Eh.. That's miracle! It seldom happens, only when i'm really desperate and in need to do so. ;p

Life is tough, but if we successfully go through the obstacles with God, isn't that wonderful. Friends are important, they motivates, they help, but sometimes heart-breaking too. Well, they are human as much as we are. So we learn to accommodate... I'm still in the process of learning in this aspect!

I've got wonderful, supportive friends. When i'm down, they'll comfort me; when i'm happy, going crazy, they'll go crazy with me! They are just superb! Love you all lots!

Glad to know my friends in Moscow. Guess now i've gotta thank my parents for sending me here to Moscow for further studies! Haha...

Tough life, with God, family and friends... We survive! My utmost gratitude to my friends!

Love,
Lynn

God's Love Never fails us! NEVER! Unlike others...

God's mercy and grace had brought me through my bioorganic Chemistry! God's love is unconditional, and He never fails us. Pray whole-heartedly, believe and walk by faith. What others think aren't important! His love is genuine, his blessings are abundant. His unconditional love, without betrayal, without lie, so true and so genuine!

He is definitely my 1st true love!

All glory to God for my results!

Special thanks to my friends who had helped me, and taught me, might not be able to mention all of them, just to mention a few:

Charmaine, Charis, Chien, Gan, Gabriel, Jasper, Zi Hao...etc.

Thank God i'm still alive! More to survive!

Love,
Lynn

Sunday... Wonderful!

-18 degrees, snowed heavily... but it's going spring... How come?!?!?! I've no idea myself...

Started with spasmodic dysmenorrhea. Severe pain in the lower abdomen. Gosh... My day started with pills! How bad is that. It was suppose to be a great day!

Day of my Graduation! Graduate from Malaysian Fellowship's very own Bible Study School! Ceremony held in ICA Moscow. Certificate presented to us by Pastor Kevin Barner and Mama Sandy on stage! Mama Sandy actually hugged every single one of us that went on stage! Thank you for your warm hug!

I played keyboard for the 2nd time in church, and the last song on the PIANO! Owh.. I miss my piano so much! Love those music! However i didn't do quite well. Screwed up a little here and there. Which means more space for improvement! More to learn from the experienced! My team isn't great yet as it was the 1st time we played together as a team, but we'll get better as time goes on! Pray for us by all means!

Love Sunday! Cos it's the only day i'm free from classes!

Love,
Lynn

人不可貌相！！！

All these while i thought u were a good,kind, smart& easy going person. 人不可貌相！So true. Do not judge a book by its cover, and definitely never judge a person by appearance!

Thank God my friend didn't accept you! I'll be so sorry for her if she did!

Like mother like son! Once thought it's just your mother that is so nuisance! Now i know... If you wouldn't tell anything, how would she knows? If you didn't complaint, how could she be nuisance? She wouldn't even know!

I'm so disappointed in you! All these while, my misconception! My miss judgment! Trusted you for nothing! I felt fooled, stupid and worthless!

However, you are not worth of my sadness or tears or anything of the similar! Just want to say: 'I'm so disappointed with what you've done!'

Lynn

Tired?... Is tis my brain fooling around or i'm just really tired???

I was tired yesterday, Physically tired, That i understand cos i woke up quite early, went to Anatomy class at 8am, followed by chemistry class, then music practice... I reached home around 11pm. I was so tired after so many hours. Acceptable!

Today i'm feeling tired... Why? What have i done? I went for Russian language class at 9am, then Physics lecture in the afternoon. Was suppose to go for Choir practice in Namiotkina but i was tired of waiting in Kalushki mall and ended up going back to hostel. REached hostel at 7pm. Wasted so many hrs in Kalushkii mall and a meal for KFC, missed my great time of fellowship and makan with my friends back in Hostel. Was too full when they eat, and can't join cos mummy ask to online! Well, Family ministry always comes 1st!


Seeing my not so packed schedule today, i think i'm just mentally tired, which means my brain is fooling around with me. Giving me too many thoughts about certain issue. I know there's nothing much i can do but to leave them to God. God can handle my probs better than i can do it myself. So why bother carrying my own cross when Jesus is more than ready to help me? Rite? Well, Wrong! If my brain makes me think about it, what can i do to resist? Pray! Pray hard that it won't come after me!

Haha...

Things happen all the time around us. They can't be undone, and they can't be controlled sometimes. We have to accept them as they are and praise God for it! It's another blessing from God!

Thinking on the bright side, i'm still alive, i'll be able to serve God. No more doubts! Let's get over this Sunday with Joy and laughter then come with the rest afterwards? Alright?

Coolness! Take care... Hope you could gain something from my blog! It's not just update, it's written to express my thoughts, and share my experiences with others.

Love,
Lynn

Oh dear... Tired, but excited...

I've got a not too bad schedule at the beginning of 2nd semester, however, my nut case teacher changed our Class to Friday morning 9am! till 11.30am without break! OWH!!! how could we like her??? She asked if we like her, so fake, our answers was, 'yea sure, why not?' Hahaha... Lameness!

I went for Music Practice today. reach hostel around 11++pm. So tired, yet so excited! I'm given the honour to play 2 songs on the piano this Sunday! GOD!!! My pleasure to serve! I was asked to play on piano, but sorry, i was a little lack of confidence in myself! I took the safe way. The pianist in ICA are all so PRO! Unlike me! That's why i choose to brush up a lil on my skills before i proceed to be a pianist! I will try my best to learn as fast as possible! And i'll be focusing more on Keyboard!

Sorry Flora, i didn't catch the beat, moves, songs, feel at 1st. I sorta came up so late after! Sorry! I'll brush up on that too!

Take care all of u! I'll get some rest now! It's 12am already!

Love,
Lynn

ME, nothing but me!

Maybe it's time for me to do something! Not other people's problem! It's mine! For goodness sake, I'll try to shut up as much i could! i can't promise you peace, but i'll at least giv it a shot!

Sometimes i find myself a total nuisance! Unbelievable! How can i start talking and make others feel tired of it, now i myself m tired of it! Haha... Let's try on a change! Just to ease other's life and maybe who knows, mine as well...

I'm still yet to decide on something. Please pray for me for guidance... And i need to raise more money for 'One Life, Make it count' event! HELP!!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Lynn

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Happy Valentine's Day --> Hey it was my day! Sorry... Late wishes! Really busy ma!

Thanks to Chloe and Tracy for the chocolate... Hey how u gals know my favourite flavour? That's amazing! Thanks dear! Btw, the msg that you 2 tagged along! What you meant huh? Ehm!

Thanks to Charmaine for the e-card. Very sweet of you!

Thanks Charis for the Tiramisu! Haven't tried it yet! Will get to it!

Hope every1 enjoyed their Val's Day to the fullest in all forms, not necessarily with couples la! It can always be just friends! Celebrating such days with friends are very memorable too! Like me having fun cookin in 7th floor with the fund-raising crew!

Love,
Lynn

Rush Rush Russia!

God has brought me to Russia for a reason that i'm yet to find out!

It's been a busy week. I've been back here for just 1 week but it seems like it had been a long long time... So busy... No time to even revise my homework. That's very bad. In other words, it's poor time management!

I received my mum sms yesterday during valentine's (Val's day) 'My DAY!' ahhaaha...
I'm yet to decide what to do, who to bring along.. and so on. Tough decision. My previous decision had showed me that i might be taking the wrong move. 1 wrong step and i'll regret, therefore it shall be a very careful 1! We are talking about a huge decision, not which course to pick for future, but who to ... (No details here) Opps... sorry...

I'll stay still for the next few months, maybe i'll be able to decide in just 1 month, or 2, or maybe i'll just need more time... I can't decide now,&definitely don't want to regret over spilled milk! so Let's see. Let God lead me on, Let Him decide for me if it is even possible for that to happen.

Spare me some time! I'll try my best... No pressure yet alright?
Thanks..

God bless.

Love,
Lynn

雨过天晴

雨过天晴！

Less expectations, less disappointments. No expectation, no disappointment. Am i right?

Well, perhaps this is all about life. Not necessarily all things will turn out like we planned, like we always wanted it to be. Most of the time we will become disappointed.

Every time we part and come back, things will change. In one way or another. I personally dislike changes, but i think God is throwing a test on me. To test my patience, faith..etc. Perseverance is needed in me. I'm learning to nurture patience in me, Faith in the Lord. Certain changes made for the better, i don't mind, in fact i'm very happy about it, but Changes that occur for the worst. Gosh... Really, Can we get that away? out of my way at least? Please.... Impossible. Once changed, forever different! Changes that occurs in a person cannot be undone, irreversible. Too bad...

hmm... Guess i failed my test on patience today, but i gained a lesson. A valuable 1! Don't trust&rely on a person too much if you don't wanna get disappointments.

Maybe people that read my blog might thought that i'm talking about them. In fact i would like to tell in advance. The person that i'm talking about now, will never expect himself/herself to be the Hero/Heroin in my blog... Whola!

Really, 2nd disappointment in a week... Not very pleasant. So guess i need to learn how to lower my expectations.

Love,
Lynn

Disappoint me again... Owh... Not again?!?!?!

When i treat people well, somehow i will expect people to treat me the same or even better but just nvr ready for the worst. So whenever ppl treat me badly, i'll feel bad about it... Maybe i've got high expectations for my close friends... or maybe i'm phobia... I've been back stabbed by my closest friends a couple of times. However, each time that happens, i grew even stronger! I'll feel sad for a short period of time and later recover from it, and grow even stronger than before, but common sense should tell you that each time that happens, i'll lose part of myself... What do i mean?

I'll have less trust in others, i won't trust others easily compared to before. I still need to improve in that obviously. I'll have doubt on other's sincerity. Even they treat me with all their heart. It takes a longer time for me to place complete trust in them... Maybe hours, maybe weeks, maybe years... I've no idea. Trust are to be gained, not given!

This friend of mine has hurt me through disappointments... Countless times... I'm just feeling so miserable cos i care so much for this friend of mine. I won't mention who he/she is.Won't even tell the gender. It shall remain in me till forever....

Things have changed a lot in me. I choose to be a happy go lucky person when exams are not involved. Haha... I try each day to be as happy as possible although i do sound a lil sad in my blog. Maybe it's just human to remember their blog when they are sad... Haha.. A place to complaint! So this is wat i do... I don't tell ppl about what i felt sad about. I just write them in my blog. those that cares can know more bout me here. Although most of the time i'm just complaining.

However, i'm grateful to God. That i'm Me today. Independent, at least i can live even i'm left alone. And growing more independent each day of my life. Growing stronger in His presence.

I've got 5 and a half more years to go studying in Moscow, Russia. Hectic schedule and committing myself into 1 of the most demanding course ever found in the world! MEDICINE! i know it's not easy, more obstacles coming my way. I'll have faith in the Lord for all solutions, and hopefully 1 day graduate to be a good and trustable doctor. I choose to start now. Start to achieve/do things that i said/promised. I'll at least try! Spare me some time.

I hope i'll get less disappointments in the future... I HOPE>>> I PRAY>>> I RECEIVE>>>

Love,
Lynn

The craziness of my vacation...

3 weeks seem long but indeed feel short! It Flew by without me noticing it much! Oh My God i can't believe that i'm leaving in 2 days!

I haven't started packing obviously... I just came back from Bali, Indonesia. It's crazy over there! We do shopping like no need money, yet things are not cheap at all!

I bought a lot of necklace, 2 belts, 2 watches, loads of nice sandals, a pair of new Raebok sport shoe and some foods. Didn't buy any souvenirs, sorry friends... No time... Time was flying by when we were shopping!!! Gosh... There was this Bottle opener with a wooden handcrafted penis attached to it! Oh MY!!!! What on earth!!! and it was sold all around! Haha... I was thinking of Charmaine's Birthday present when i see them hanging on the racks.. Well, i try not to be so evil so i ended up not buying it! Haha... So i have to think of something else for Charmaine's birthday surprise... Crash my head! Haha..

During my stay in Bali, It was raining everyday! Man... What's that?!?! Kacau only! Destroy my shopping plans! And we got cheated too!!! 3hrs gone kena tipu! Stupid! Lameness! Try to learn to be smarter! There's no free lunch on this earth! Don't be ridiculous! Don't be so naive!

I didn't really enjoy my hols to the fullest as i was a little disturbed with the upcoming exam! I've got bioorg oral exam to clear and i haven't touch my book! I brought it to Bali,Imagine a 5kgs bag with only books! Gosh! So lame, but end up leaving them in the hotel room while i was out sight-seeing!

Bali has really nice art pieces, unfortunately, we didn't get the time to buy any. Guess i spent too much time on my necklaces, and others... Haha... Poor mummy, don't worry, we'll make a trip there again when the air fare goes down ya...

Bali is worth going for shopaholic and for a short tour, but not for food... Although i gain lotsa weight, i'm telling you that Bali don't have really nice food! We ate just to fill our stomach but not very much enjoying them! And we had repeating breakfast buffet! Which hotel on earth would have that???? Hard Rock Hotel Bali...

However, Hard Rock hotel was really nice! The swimming pool was superb! So big, so huge, so nice with cabana around it! Gosh! How i wish i could spend a day by the pool& in the cabana...
Time is limited!

Hard Rock Pub is the 1st Pub i've ever entered... It's very open up so no secrets inside... Very nice, not smoky as i would expect it to be. Very nice... And hey! I went in with my dad,my cousin and my brother! HAha... We had some nice drinks and left an hour later. The band was really nice! I enjoyed it a lot!

Tat's all for now.. Bye

Love,
Lynn

Read and get blessed!

A SPIRITED MIND NEVER STOPS WITHIN ITSELF; IT IS ALWAYS ASPIRING AND GOING BEYOND ITS STRENGTH

Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.


Subject: "The Law of the Garbage Truck."


One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the
airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly
a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of
us. My taxi driver slammed on his
brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches!

The driver of the other car whipped his head around and
started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and
waved at the guy. And I mean he was really friendly. So I
asked, "Why did you just do that? This guy almost
ruined your car and could have sent us to the
hospital!" This is when my taxi driver taught me
what I now call, "The Law of the Garbage Truck."
He explained that many people are
like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage,
full of frustration, full of anger, and full
of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need
a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it
personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on.

Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people
at work, at home, or on the streets. The bottom line is
that successful people do not let garbage trucks
take over their day.
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so...
Love the people who treat you right.
Pray for the ones who don't.
Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

Have a blessed, garbage-free day!
Life is not about waiting for the Storm to pass....
It's about learning to Dance in the Rain
Walk with your own Stick,
Dance to your own Tune,
Think with your own Mind,
Fly with your own Wings!


**Live With The Knowledge That Your Character Is Your Destiny**