Worship by the Malaysian Fellowship!

Coolness...

MF did quite ok for leading worship although went out off beat a couple of times, and the coordinations needs to brush up more! Way to go people! There are more space for learning and improvement! Keep up the good job. But the service was good despite all the short comings.

1st time i had tears rolling down my cheeks during worship in Moscow. Somehow, it did. No idea.... Maybe too stress, want to release some. Haha... but the presence of God was so strong. It was just an awesome time that those who missed the service MISSED IT!

Had a great time worshiping in HIS presence.

Well done! I'm proud of MF!

Lov,
Lynn

Just not my day....

Today i woke up at 5am to study... Bath till 6am, eat breakfast till 7am, duno why can't swallow... wasting time eatin!

Study for less than 45mins, sleepy d. Went bac room for a short nap which turns out to be almost 1 hr. 9am, Charmaine came and tell me, she not goin church... :( so i went to church alone.

Reaching Yugo Zapadnaya Metro Station, i was stopped by a lame Bus Conductor.
He asked for my bus pass. I showed him and still got stopped cos i didn't bring my student card. He asked me to pay RUB100... Do i look stupid or just the 'kind' face that makes him thinks that he can bully me? I told him i didn't have money, and no class so didn't bring student card. He asked me to read the words on the bus pass and actually, frankly speaking i didn't understand anything at all written on the pass. haha... Complicated. I told him i was late for church. He told me Circus not open today. What on earth???? These Russians are just so lame! So slow and LAME! I showed him my Visa which has the name of my Academy on it, but still he refuse to let me go. Haha... Stupid isn't it? I asked him, "how could i buy student bus pass without a student card?" I even called my Russian Friend Flora to talk to him, and he still insists me paying.

I repeat several times that i'm late for church, i dun have money, and what should i do????

He still didn't understand me!So Stupid! His colleague told him," She's going church la, not circus!" Stupid fella, didn't i tell him that since the 1st minute we were negotiating that i'm going to church not class?? That's why i didn't bring my student card! Then after that he released me and told me God bless you or something. I told him," I don't understand what are you trying to tell me, but thank you." Then i left, running, cos i have only 45mins left to reach church or i'll be late!
When i went on a trolley bus, it U-turned in the next metro station, gosh... had to walk....
Thank Goodness i reached church in time. So exhausted though. Just that miserable 3hrs of add up sleep is eatin up all my energy!

After church, i went to Fruzenskaya to draw money, ATM machine not functioning! @,@

Then when i was on my way bac to hostel, i catch a bus with Gan Running... When i enter the bus, i bump into the steel bar. Ouch! My Iliac bone! Hurts!

What on earth is wrong today? I've no idea at all.... Maybe God has bigger plans for me.... No idea. Let's wait and see... What else would come....

Take care. God bless.

Take and post

Tagged by Charmaine 1. Take a recent picture of yourself or just snap yourself on the spot 2. Don't change your clothes, Don't fix your hair , etc... just like tat.. 1,2,3.. Capture "U" at this moment.. 3. Post...

Although i looked ugly... But still... Want to capture THIS MOMENT!
Haha... Hope you all will do the same. See u. God bless.

Lov,
Lynn

Pictures during Anatomy class...

Me and a handsome future doctor! Haha...



From Right : Charis, Charmaine & me (the smart people except me...sob sob...)



The teachers meeting??? Haha... The far left, blonde is my teacher...



Charis and Me torturing the cadaver. Haha...




Me and a poor old cadaver... Muscle class... Exam next week. Joking me??? 1 class then exam?!?! Crazy!

Floating in the air...

Today things seem to be running well. The beautiful,stunning winter scenery right in front of my hostel is so nice. We even took pictures while waiting for bus. Haha... Today we had Bioorganic Chemistry lecture at 10am, left hostel around 8.30am.

After lecture we had Physics class with Antonov! Gosh... Was fishing most of the time! His voice is like lullaby, his breath like Chloroform... Can't resists the Sleeping call.... And he's so old... He talks so slowly... Like snail... I think snail crawl faster than him eh... Haha...

Why Russian teachers are so weird??? Either they are too fast or too slow....

2.30pm-5pm:bioorganic class. Miss Olga is our teacher.. She's pretty and hot, but a lil too fat...
She's kind, but has high expectations on all her students. That means, every class although there is no exam but it'll be like exam. Cos if she ask u question and u can't answer, man... U'll feel so so bad... Cos of her wide, pretty, kind smile.... Melts our heart...So if u don't study... u'll feel guilty! Tough? That's her 'strategy' i guess... Hahaha.... And she has 2 nice helper... Our Bioorganic chemistry Head of Department Puzakov and Chemistry head of department Alexander. Always sees them together. Either with Puzakof or Alexander... That's her attraction wey! Hahaha... Pretty ma.. Hahaha...

Today, i was prepared for class. I studied and make notes on Heterofunctional Compound. I answered most of Miss Olga's questions. Understand all her explanations and volunteered to do experiment. She was quite pleased i suppose. At the end of the experiment, she hugged me and said:"well done gals, we did our best." I was so happy at that very moment! She didn't know how much tat meant to me cos i was feeling so guilty cos i did badly in my 1st colloq. 1) i didn't studied enough, 2) i wasn't feeling well, 3) I didn't sleep for more than 24hrs before the exam. Yea... i think that's all. I did some stupid mistake. I drilled so much on Nomenclature but i still got it wrong. Which is so impossible! STUPID ME!!! Simple 1 eh! not tough at all!

Suddenly, i fell in love with bioorg. For your information, how good m i in a subjects really depends a lot on what kinda teacher i get. If i like the teacher, i'll score well. If i don't, i'll do poorly in that particular subject.

I hope i could score well next week for my bioorg exam. Please pray hard for me. I want her to know that i studied! Though i did badly for the 1st exam, i studied, but somehow, i don't understand bioorg.

Aite... Tomorrow will be a long day too... Better get some rest before i start the battle of anatomy again...

Till the next blog.... Pictures will come only after my exams... so wait patiently....

Love,
Lynn

OT... Not operation theater la... OVERTIME!

Yesterday, we were early for Biology lecture. Reached Izmailovskaya metro station 45mins before 9am. So Tracy, Chloe and me decided to go take a walk in Izmai Park. The whole place was covered with snow. So white! So beautiful! BREATHTAKING! Love it!

We met Charmaine and Jasper there. All of us took some crazy pictures! I'll attach them later. Still haven't transfer yet! ehehe... Memorable sweet memories!

After bio lecture, we have 5mins to walk to another building which is not quite near for Chemistry lecture from 10.10am till 11.10am. then Latin class from 1pm till 2.40pm. After Latin, we have to rush back to Pushkin for Russian Language. We were walking, we were running. No lunch or tea, so hungry! And still have to run! We did our russian homework in the metro. I wrote my essay on the bus. Haha... New experience! we were 5 mins late for class. Our stupid ridiculous 22yr old teacher(Tatiana) was upset for tat! What on earth??? Count yourself lucky we went for class! She teach as if we are Russians. So fast like rocket! We could hardly hear what she was trying to tell us, and she expects us to understand her immediately when she explains sth in Russian & THAT FAST! She gives whole lot of homework that we can't really finish doing! Every class exam! Have to memorize some stupid Romantic POEM. HELLO... I'm not here to learn those things!!! I'm here to study medicine! I WANT TO CHANGE TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our Russian class started at 4pm, ended at 7.15pm. I think so, can't rmbr. So tiring... Slept at 9.30pm.

Touched.... Thank you darling...

Darling Charmaine,

U stay up late just to wake me up? Gosh... Make me feel so bad, but so so so touched.... Thank you very much for your sacrifice! Love you so so much. More than words could express.

Take care. Rest well, Get well soon. You shouldn't do that again though it'll touch my heart deeply! You are sick!!! You need more rest!

Have a pleasant day. Sweet dream.

Love,
Lynn

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST TO RELEASE STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL BUT I HATE YOU ALL DOWN TO EARTH AT THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm referring to certain people! Not everyone i know. lol... Only God knows, and i know who are these people! Maybe 1 person know too... Haha...

2 words i need now in order to not sin :

1. 孝！Fillial!
2. 忍！Tolerance!

If we are near to each other..

IF we would be near to each other... YOU WILL GET A TIGHT SLAP FROM ME!!!

IF U WANT TO TALK TO ME, TALK NICELY, PROPERLY! STUPID PEOPLE!!!

I don't understand why people want to talk to each other if they can't talk nicely and communicate?!?! Why human being like to stress themselves out all the time? Just chill a little, relax and talk nicely to each other la! What for you want to chat wit me if you are impatient? If you can't talk in good tone, why on earth you want to talk to me and make my mood bad?

I'm so gonna curse! You better be grateful that i'm a Christian and i'm not suppose to CURSE! Thank you Father God for granting me the strength to not do Sinful thing such as cursing. Thank you!

Sorry people... My blog is the only place where i can complain, scold, and do whatever i want without destroying other people's good mood and my blog won't give me unwanted response! Perhaps you can understand my feeling more by reading my blog. Rather than seeing me everyday cos i won't show you my miserable face. Smiley face i believe will cheer other people's day. So what for giving people a miserable face if i can cheer a person's day by giving him or her a smile. It's not fake! It's just me. Why on earth do i want to make people feel miserable like me if i can make them feel happy and better? Right?

I'm sad doesn't meant that others have to be like me.

Hehe... Have a great day people! Love you all lots!

People really pissed me off if they can't talk to me properly! So IF YOU CAN'T TALK PROPERLY LIKE A HUMAN! BY ALL MEANS, DON'T TALK TO ME!

Love,
Lynn

2nd day of heavy snow in Moscow for 2008

Today started out scary.... How? Follow on...

My dear Charmaine got bleeding nose. She scare the hell out of every1! Gosh... And she kept saying, 'i'm ok', 'i'm fine', 'u all go 1st la'...etc. After her nose settled down, we went to Anatomy department for our killer class for the week.

The bus 226 that is so rare in Volgine street, passed by me. Not 1 but 3!!!!!!!!! In just a short period of 15mins! Gosh! What on earth is wrong with the public bus system in Moscow? Don't they have a schedule?????????????????????? We ended up walking to the main road in cold and sat on a 816 to Yugo Zapadnaya metro station!

It was snowing heavily, like a snow storm. The wind was so strong that the snow could fly into my down feather jacket! Owh... I didn't notice very much bout this last year, but this year, it seems like my coat expanded. It's so so so huge, i can fit another person in the coat! oh Man....
All of us studying all the way till we reach Anatomy department. I myself didn't sleep for the whole nite! Haha... staying up to study!

During our exam, i was so anxious and nervous, gosh! Valentina's mood wasn't tat good at 1st. perhaps she was a little happy when it came to group8. Cos most of us did quite well though we were so scared at that moment when she stared at us during our pointing. Bryan from another group was practically shivering after he passed his exam! GOSH!!!! What's that man? No such thing when we were taking other exams! Just tis 1! KILLER SUBJECT!

When it came to my turn, i was so nervous, gosh almost got a nervous breakdown! Heart was pumping so fast that i couldn't feel anything else but holding my breath down to ground and go for it! She asked me bout lower extremities and i was stunned for almost all her 1st few Questions! AFter tat she said, go back study tis tis tis and tis joints, their func, ligaments...everything about them! Gosh... I was like... huh? Haha... And i notice that i passed, but no idea what i got for my marks. Haha...

During our 2nd session, she started off with group 8. I was 4th on the list! When it was my turn, i told her everything i know about vertebrae...that's my ques. but she said, 'stop stop stop, tell me about another bone'. ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I'm GONNA FAIL! I focus so much on that 1, and neglected the rest! Gosh! STupid me! I got a 3 for that! HUH?????????????????????????????????? But wat bout my vertebrae?????????? Too Bad Lynn... This is Russia, Moscow! 1 bad answer means 1 bad student!


My teacher never gives 5 for our group... Today she broke her record! When it comes to lecture question, i score a 5 and my MCQ too, i got 5. The previous pointing i got 4, so overall i score 4. YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the 1st time.

Way to go more... Need to work harder! This is just our 3rd colloqium! Haha...

After my exam, things seems to change a lil. I started having stomach ache. Severe 1. Could barely breathe, stand up and walk. I thought i was just a lil hungry tat's y.Haha... Later that i notice, i was having gastric. I didn't eat since 1am last nite! No breakfast! Didn't notice tat either cos was too nervous, worried and scared of Anat exam! Haha...

Took some pills and then went home to rest after Anat lecture. The rest of the group mates went on the Izmailovskaya for Chemistry replacement class.

Me and Charmaine... Both sick... walked back. Waiting for bus in cold is suffering enough... plus our condition! Gosh! Siao! I could barely breathe and stand the pain! Took another tablet of actal... for the stomach. Then God was so good to me! He sent me a 226! Man that's miracle! ahaha...

reachin hostel, i took Dr-Xeniji, and got much better. The pain subside and my darling Charmine boil me a cup of honey milk! So touched!!!!!!! Thank you very much. Really appreciate that!

My condition gets better in the evening, then i went to sleep. till i was woken up at 10pm++ by some mama shouting and screaming in my room! What's wrong with her??? Can't she talk softly like a HUMAN???? Plus GAN! He was trying to wake Charis up but always ended up waking me as well... GAN TSAI SHENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dinner cooked by Chien, my another unit mate, and i got a 2nd cup of honey milk... So sweet rite? My unit mates... so kind to me.... hehe... ^.^

Things are running so well today except that i'm not feeling well. I was glad that i score well today despite the fact that i did horribly yesterday! Horrible for me not to score excellently for Physics! !@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAD LYNN BAD!!!

Hopefully my studies will improve more and more each day of my academic years!

Thanks for your patience to finish reading this blog.. Superbly long i know... It's like a whole day summarized for you! Hahaha...

Have a great day. Take care. See u guy again..

Love,
Lynn

Sad, tired and depressed!

Don't know why things had been so harsh since the day i came back to Moscow. Have i done something evil or bad that i deserve all these things? What have i done???????????????

I've been struggling so much studying and sleeping so little, so tired. Went for Physics exam today... Guess what i get? a 4+??? What on earth? This is not acceptable at all!!!!!!!!!!! I studied so much and because of 1 tiny tiny tiny mistake, ANTONOV gave me a 4?????????????????????? He's the worst alien i've ever met!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T 1 2 STUDY PHYSICS D LAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later today, i got my bioorganic chemistry exam results! A Border line result! I've thought so too since last week cos i did really badly. I accept the fact that it's all my fault! I didn't prepare enough. A lil disappointed still cos i did studied but still dun understand a lot. Bioorganic aren't meant for stupid people like me.. Too bad.... Although my teacher gave me a 3- and she told me that i have to go back and do the test again, i think it's fair enough. Seems like i have to study from scratch again lo... Sob sob....

After class, i went and grab shaoma (Russian Kebab) for dinner. They ran out of meat and just simply took some roasted breast meat! Gosh!!! TASTELESS! it's the worst shaoma i've ever tasted! Bluek... Horrible!

Today was indeed a horrible day for me. I was so depressed. 1 2 cry oso cannot cos no tears seems to compromise and come out, 1 2 shout cannot cos this is Russia. They don't like noisy ppl plus i don't 1 2 look like 'siao bo' out of no where. 1 2 tell some1, u tell me la, who to tell??? How to tell??? I don't even know how to express myself aurally! That's the main reason i wrote this blog.
I'm seriously thinking of giving up medicine, but it's not me to do something half way then give up la.... I'm just a 'kiasu' fella who won't give up no matter wat happens. I hope things will turn for the better soon, cos i'm really depressed and it's really tough for me to persevere&continue 2 hang on!

God!!!!!!! HAVE MERCY ON ME! My SPIRIT IS STRONG BUT MY FLESH IS WEAK. BARE ME SOME SPACE, ENERGY, WISDOM AND EVERYTHING I NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS HARDSHIP! THANK YOU FATHER GOD. AMEN!

Hope all of you are in good condition unlike me. By all means, pray for me. Till the next blog...


Love,
Lynn

Time clicking off!

Haven't got the time to memorize anatomy terms in both english and Latin! Gosh... I'm so dead. Having Physics exam on Wednesday and Anatomy exam on Thursday, it's really so so so hectic. Time flies and time doesn't wait for no one.

I'm halfway through physics only, and i've got millions of definitions, thousands of Laws, hundreds of graphs to memorize for Physics and i'm running out of time. God says in the bible that i don't have to worry for tomorrow for today has to much to be worried of itself. BUT HOW??????????????

Then i've got 1 day to memorize trillions of joints and ligaments to memorize for Anatomy, hundreds of pages from various books to study and refer to. Gosh! This is really taking my breath away... No time, no sleep, no energy. Plus, our Russian teacher is being so ridiculous! 2nd class 1 exam d?????? What on earth???? Some more a dozen of homework! Latin lotsa homework too!!! AIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so dead man! I'm Running out of breath!

God, have mercy on me. Please bless me with patience, perseverance, good memory, energy, intelligence, excellence and everything that i need to excel in my studies and be a good doctor in the future! Thank you Father in heaven. Glory to GOD!

This is currently all for my latest hectic schedule update, and thank God i'm still alive!Haha....

I WILL SURVIVE MEDICAL STUDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY THE GRACE OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha....

Love you all miss you all lots!

Love,
Lynn

Keep sabbath day holy... M i breaking the law?

How can medical students keep sabbath day holy? We have to study even if tomorrow is 'THE LAST DAY'! Cos exams never leave us lonely... Haha...

Today's message by Dr Len is really good. Look...

Matthew 6:25
Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?

Matthew 6:33-34
But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore do not worry bout tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry bout itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

So what should i do? Study or not to? Haha...

I think, i should study but with a little more relaxation than usual. Not to worry about the exams tomorrow?? It's not possible right? But hey... These verses don't meant to be translated such way k!

It means, we shouldn't trouble our mind with troubles that we couldn't be in control and we don't know. Leave everything to God. We just walk beside Him by faith not knowing what is gonna happen next. He's our father in heaven. Which father on earth will give his son or daughter stone if they ask for bread? (Extract from the bible)What else do you think about our heavenly Father? Of course He'll give us What we ask for, not just tat but even more!

Remember that He had sacrifice His beloved one and only son to die on the Cross for our sins! And later rose Him from dead!

3 Questions to ask yourself each day as reminder:
1) Are your eyes on the cross?
2) Are your eyes on Jesus?
3) Are your eyes on the road that God has set for you?


3Things we must do!
1) Read bible (our Life's Map)
2) Find Jesus (our salvation & our compass of life)
3) Keep Searching For God


Hope I could help you open the knot in your heart.

Love,
Lynn
Stay blessed!

Lost of sense of belonging...

Story refers to a person represented with : Z.

I had this feeling since the day i came back from St. Petersburg! It was really a sudden shock to me. Our relationship went downhill and i kept quiet hoping that everything was just an illusion and that i've think too much. No such thing happening. I was wrong, very wrong. The horrible feeling grew more and more intense since then. It seems like there's nothing i can do about it. Later that i know, it's not just me, everyone felt that there something between the 2 of us, but no1 can tell wat was it about.

I kept everything to myself till i was so depressed, and i talked to her personally face to face. I was perhaps 'wasting' my 1hr talkin to Z for nothing! Z denied everything that was happening at that time. I asked Z not to deny, Z didn't continue the denial. I though after that talk, things are gonna turn for the better, who knows, 1 day, 2 days...etc a week later, things went back to how it was again. I was trying so hard to savage the relationship but nothing seems to work. Maybe it's just me AGAIN! Me trying too much while i shouldn't.... I don't know really...

It's been sometime ady... observations, talk...etc. I started to wonder if it's worth saving at all? This problem had been bothering my mind since day 1 it started to happen. Obstructing my daily life, my studies, my emotion...etc. When i 1st went to Z and talk to Z, i thought our problems were all misunderstanding & wanted to clear things out. We've talked, everything seemed just fine but somehow, the problem still exist till today.

I'm tired... Tired of hectic schedule being a medical student! Not easy at all. Triple effort for excellent marks and double for a passing score. And i'm so at the border! I don't know what's wrong with me, but everything seemed to not work well.. I'm trying my best to get back to studies like how it was last year. I'm trying to live a balance life. I'm trying to pull my way back to equilibrium. Thank you Father God for being with me all the time. Sending your guardian angles to help me! Blessed be THY name!

Maybe this is 1 of the test God threw on me in order for me to grow up and stay strong. I did what i should, i suppose. I hang on to HIM! Now, I wouldn't care to savage the relationship anymore. Knowing that it's just a waste of effort, i leave everything to God and let Him do the rest. I've tried my best! Really... I duno what else can i do... I did nothing bad or wrong to Z. I was being so kind to her since we've met. Maybe sometimes i spoke something bad to her but i've apologized. There's really nothing else that i can do if Z continues to deny and reject. I'm just getting tired and i'm giving up! No more blind trials! No more Blind effort!

If it's gonna stay like this for the rest of our days staying nearby each other, well, let it be then.... Maybe the relationship is not worth savaging then. hah..

At one time i was so depressed till i felt like shifting out to stay alone. Thank God sent an Angel Angeline to talk to me. Thank you my dear! You've been so nice to me although we just met. Plus God sent me good, kind&caring unit mate to stay beside me all the time. I hope our relationship will last FOREVER! Friendship forever!!!

My deepest gratitude to all of those that have made a difference in my life! Especially my family and those who are always by my side. Thank you very much! I really appreciate your existence although i never express myself orally. Love you all very very much. All of you are my biggest blessing from God. Although some of you weren't mentioned in my blog, but undeniable that you all play an important role in my life!

Thanks to my mum and sis that always stand by me and encourage me from time to time in order for me to be at this position here as a medical student. My success is yours too... ! day when i gain success! Hahahaha.... Thank you very much. I'll hang on, don't worry! I'll stand strong in God's presence and hang on to Him!

Love you all very much!

Love&regards,
Lynn

Having nice unit mate

I have a room of nice unit mates,but this particular one i 1 2 talk about today is just HER.....

She came from a town known as Kluang.... Hmm.. no idea where's tat..... Some where South...

She's a nice sweet gal. 1st time we met was a 'hi, bye.' scene. 2nd time we met 'hi, i'm in, bye, i'm off', Hilarious... Tat shows us how fast time flew by.... It has been 2months since we met and live together... but we've been so close. I hope...

She's so so funny and nice gal. Today, i set a training for her. Specially for her! I had a direction training for her. Wat's tat about? She was suppose to determine our route for the whole day. Thank God she didn't get the wrong way and station. Could u believe it? She dun recognise the metro stations by name but by colour! Wat on earth??????????????????????????????????????????

Haha... I'm superbly glad she pulled it through! Congratulations, but long way more to go!

She's just a sweet, nice, pretty, smart gal that you have to meet in person to prove my description. Lol... If i'm a guy... She will not be available anymore, so GUYS OUT THERE! Grab your chance! Don't miss it! Hahaha........................

Charmaine, i think u need to cook me more dinner for this kinda promotion i made for you eh? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaahahahahahaahahahahahaa..................................................................................

Love you lots! Take care! Eat Well! Smart pretty darling....

Lynn

My darling brother...

Congratulations to my brother.

You've scored better than me eh! A lil envy! I'm so happy for u. Dun cry... although it's not a perfect score, but don't worry. It only meant that you have more space for improvement. Man without improvement needed is very pathetic cos there's no aim in His/her life.
So make sure u work really hard for the next exams to come in the future! I wish you all the best of luck and all the best for your future. You shall excel better than me, fly higher than me! Make Mummy and Daddy proud k! GOOD BOY! Owh.... SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss all of you so so so much! Hope you all miss me too.....

I'm really proud of u! Love you lots! Take care. See u. God bless.

Love,
Er Jie

Record breaking!

I studied more than 24hrs non-stop yesterday(11.11.2008). Not easy to concentrate that much. Disappointed at the end of the day. Early preparation seems impossible to me, but i'll try as much as i could to start studying early and finish everything in time.

So tired of all about studying and exams, but this is the only way that we could push ourselves further forward, m i right? If there is no exams, maybe we would not have studied that hard till break record rite? HAha...

To me, as a uni student, i don't see necessity of having so many exams in such short period of time. We will study when we have the time, but how can we do that if we don't have the time at all? However, education system in Malaysia isn't workin well too... 1 huge exam after few yrs studying? Tat's ridiculous man! How can oneself rmbr sth after such long period of time? How can a person revise everything in time?

I came through those exams and it's not funny at all. Prep for at least 6months before hand is seriously not enough to master everything! Sekadar cukup makan sahaja(Just enough only)!

In Russia, the system is learn, test, exams. All the time, no rest. like robot. Is there anything between this that we can call moderation? Sickening isn't it? Come on ppl! Review the education system la! What on earth??????????????

I'm so tired. I should keyboard off now(not pen-off) cos i'm typing and not writing. Haha...

I'm just a person that easily forgive others. Can i be a lil more mean and stop forgiving people tat easily? M i too kind? Or mayb not, cos many said that i'm arrogant, mean, strict...etc. M i anything like what they said? Let's figure it out later. Sleepin is more important to me now. Haha...


Love,
Lynn

Life as a medical student (Down wit viruses + bacteria....)

It's my 2nd time falling sick in Moscow since 8th of Sept. That was when i left Malaysia for my 1st year of medical studies. Had a bad experience last year in Pre Med falling sick every 2months is almost routine. Gosh... That just sounded so harsh of Moscow rite?

It's just the weather difference. In Malaysia i can stay healthy and not fall sick for the highest record of 2yrs. Perhaps it's the different lifestyle as well.

Sleeping for an average of 2-5hrs a day is really NOT ENOUGH!!! but what can i do? I'm not smart enough to study smart and sleep more. That's why my immune system is so poor. Plus the dry weather, lacking of water consumption. Gosh... There's like thousands of reasons that caused my illness. What i've mentioned is just the main ones.

Exams every week is so much of a hectic schedule that i'm sharing with my fellows course mates. They are really tough. That's is why i really salute doctors out there. Especially those who graduated from Moscow Medical Academy, Russia. I assure you that most doctors that had graduated from MMA are the toughest doctors around! They can survive almost everywhere in the world! Lack of sleep - peanuts!, language barrier - not a prob!, tough ppl - Look at the Russians!, tough life - Routine! .... and the list goes on and on...

How i wish i didn't choose medical studies, too late, i've made my choice and i'll go on with it! It's God's plan for me to study medicine, in Moscow, Russia. There's a reason behind everything. That's my belief! No matter what will come my way, i believe that God is in-charge and i'll just hang on to Him and continue my journey of life with Him!

Mummy, I'll get a boyfriend when God sends the best 1 to me! Dun worry la! He will... I believe... 1 Day... My friends are my friends, I'm ME!

Thanks for reading my blog. Seldom blog but will try to blog more out of this hectic schedule! HAhaha... Stay blessed. Take care. See u.

Love,
Lynn

Tough times, Real Friends.

It's been a long long time since i write blog. I've got blog in MSN space, however not updated la. Hahaha...

I'm so so busy About crazy exam schedule till i'm so stressed out.

Falling sick is so bad! I'm not feeling well, How to study and concentrate? Mummy said. Go get rest and sleep. I did already! Can't be sleeping all the time rite? Exam will still come my way!

I've been sleeping very little since day 1 class started. Killing millions of my Liver cell and my brain cells. Sorry.... Just too much to study and i'm a bad time planner. Hehe.... Not discipline enough to adhere to my plans. So no1 to blame on but me myself. Argh!!!!

Things are tough in Moscow. Though i've got a lil used to it.Hahaha...
I'm trying my very best to accommodate with all my responsibilities. U might not know now. U will later in the future. It's just not time to tell yet. ehehe...

Thanks a lot Charmaine. U've been there with me walking through lotsa tough times. I'm still standing strong cos of your encouragement. So don't ever think that u meant nothing to me! You will always be my best UNITMATE and DARLING ler....!!!!!!! Hahaha... Don't try to change that fact! Now u r stuck wit me! Haha...

Love u all lots my dear family in Malaysia and Australia! Miss u all so so muchie! Anne, i miss u dearly too. Haha...

Take care. Till the next blog. Cheerio.. Please always keep me in prayer for good results for all my exams.

Love,
Lynn