Monday, March 9, 2009

Does it matter? AM i someone?

Does it matter if i die today? Am i someone in somebody's heart? Will i make a difference in their life if i'm gone just like that today? Will they remember me 1...10...20yrs later? Or will i just go disappear in this world and nothing else will happen? Have i done sth in some other people's life that deserve all these?

Maybe i couldn't answer these questions. I'm pretty sure my family will remember me till forever, what i meant is my friends, the people that i know. Will it matter if i'm gone today and never return again? Well, i seriously don't know the answer to this question. So far i think i didn't do anything great for my friends that i would deserve such great honour to leave a mark or memory in their heart and life.

Maybe i should start doing something that will leave a great impact in other's life. Not to be simply in their memory only, but to help them achieve a better life, a new life maybe. Who knows if i'm able to do that? Only God knows, and here i ask that God use me and grant me the opportunity to make a difference in other's life...

Thank you.

Love,
Lynn

2 comments:

Charis KLE said...

do u think u're just that so easily forgotten? i've lived with u for abt a year half now. i even see u more often than i see my family now. i practically know so much abt u. all the times wif u, all d stuff we've done together, all d things u've done for me, do u think i can just forget u so easily like that? let me tell u, NO WAY!! u're already a part of my life that u n i cannot change. love u..

Lynn said...

owh... so touched..

Lol... But i think the thing that u can't forget about me, hmm... mostly consists of...

how i torture you for all these time that we've been together, how i make ur life miserable more than any other human beings found on earth, how i pissed you off all the time (but u can't scold me!) Haha...

Poor thing...

But frankly, you are stuck with me for the rest of your 5yrs here in Moscow. Wahahahaha.... You are so dead man!

I just hope for 1 thing now.. No matter what happened, what will happen, our friendship will last forever, unlike certain cases which i think you most probably know what happened. :)

Thanks for your care and support. I was just being emotionally disturbed the other day. Love you more!

Love,
Lynn

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